been

been a rough
coupla years
alienated
a lot of folks
change is coming

at the bar I think
fuck it,
i mean,
these people
are still alive...

I could run
with the wrong crowd
drink myself
to death in 10
or run
with the wrong crowd
back to the office habit
heart failure in about the same

been a rough coupla years
time for a reinvention
a renovation
a goddamned look in the mirror
with a harsher light

but tonight
i just wish
i could sleep