so...

how ya doin?
you as big a mess as I am these days?
you feel it slipping?
slipping away?
this lack of direction
this constant worry
this god damned everything?
i doubt myself
only slightly less
than i doubt
all of you
what?
oh sorry...
i forgot
who i was
talking to
but only
for a minute
a minute
and now
that one
is gone too
so,
ya know,
keep tryin'

I'll keep tryin' too.