why...

why am I drunk blogging shortly after midnight?

because I'm crazy
because everyone I know is crazy
because it's better than drunk e-mailing
a woman I barely know
but would like to know better
and admitting that fact
among others

why the fuck not?
what have I got to lose?
what have you?
let that shit out.
really.
oh, yeah...
I guess there is that.

well,
fuck a bunch a that

or not

whatever

I give two kinds of advice
there's good advice
and there's what I'd do

sometimes they're the same thing
in which case
I'd ignore them entirely

if I were you
which I'm not
thank God

don't worry
it's not that bad
there is
no God

yeah,
so,
that's that.